Re: Meditations
Posted: 24 Jan 2013 17:50
Look here something you should know about Autism, anyone who has it, each have their own amount of it. There are some who have a lot of it to where their house has to be in a certain way, otherwise they painic. Then their people like me who have some but not alot. When I was 2-3 years old, according to my mother, I was a great misbehaving child. When I gotto age 7 I would tear apart a room if someone got on me the wrong way, or their where too many things going on in a room. But today I have the ability to control my emontion, but still have that ability to live without boarders. I clearly don't think like most people, I don't let some small thing in a movie keep me from enjoying good work people created.
To clarifie that disccusion I mention. Here what you should imagen. Think of you mind as a House, a 2 story House with a Basment and Attic. The first floor has items of your interest. The Second Floor consitst of your daily moiniton you do during the day: Sleep, Eat, get dress. The Attic concise of Memeries you have trouble remembering. The basement has all the inner workins of your House. Imagen that you can't leave your house because all the windows and doors are BOARDED up. Only some windows and doors are open to certain enviorments. The ones that are boarded up on the other sde have no floor, just empty darkness.
Imagen one day you get a phone call from a friend who has his own house. He call to tell you of an idea, but due to the path to your friends house is boarded up you instenly hang up in the rage of denial. Yo hear of people who have gone insane due to them breaking the boards down and blindly jump into the Darkness.
What I've learn to do is to go to my basment, grab my hammer and Nails, along with some Mountain Climbing Gear and take down the Boards, but then use them to build a Floor that attach to my house. Thus I am Boarderless.
To clarifie that disccusion I mention. Here what you should imagen. Think of you mind as a House, a 2 story House with a Basment and Attic. The first floor has items of your interest. The Second Floor consitst of your daily moiniton you do during the day: Sleep, Eat, get dress. The Attic concise of Memeries you have trouble remembering. The basement has all the inner workins of your House. Imagen that you can't leave your house because all the windows and doors are BOARDED up. Only some windows and doors are open to certain enviorments. The ones that are boarded up on the other sde have no floor, just empty darkness.
Imagen one day you get a phone call from a friend who has his own house. He call to tell you of an idea, but due to the path to your friends house is boarded up you instenly hang up in the rage of denial. Yo hear of people who have gone insane due to them breaking the boards down and blindly jump into the Darkness.
What I've learn to do is to go to my basment, grab my hammer and Nails, along with some Mountain Climbing Gear and take down the Boards, but then use them to build a Floor that attach to my house. Thus I am Boarderless.
