Journal actually. But each entry is not in chronological order, like a regular Diary. Only I know what each saying actually refers too. I recently removed the original pages.
Actually, remember this line:
Black Dossier Theory Note wrote:THE ANSWER WAS WRITTEN IN THE BLACK DOSSIER THAT BELONG TO MY DECEASED!
That "Deceased" is not just anyone, its my Grandma Lester. She pass away the same night Obama was elected into power for his first term.
In her will, she left everything to my mother, and her two brother/my uncles. She said they could do what they sought fit to do with her possession. Some of them we kept, the rest were given away in a yard sale.
But before the sale started, my mother allowed me to look through the items and take anything I wanted. The Black Dossier was that. It was in one of her draws next to her office computer, it was a record book, like where you keep address and stuff. She never wrote in it, the only thing she did write was a phone number, and that didn't take up much space.
So, I thought to draw the Indiana Jones Grail Diary in all of the pages. Cause I remember one time I had another Black Dossier with and Indiana Jones Grail Diary, but instead of words, it was squiggle lines. My Grandma Lester commented on that saying "Why don't you write actual words"? So I done just that. I found images online, went through each page sketching the drawings. Then after that I wrote in each entry of my own.
After that was done, I just scribble in it from time to time. In fact, inside the front Cover, which has something over it currently, I wrote down the time/date/location after I finish the Grail Diary. Also Had my Mother take a picture of me closing it completed, this is it right here.
Which I had to use a specific black pen, cause the pages were old and a bit worn. So when it would have a small rip, I had to tape it.
When I found the Submachine series, as well as SNEE, I wrote down all of the coordinates, as well as my thoughts. Including some of the harder clues. Like the Map you see in the Submachine Fan Art, that was from it. Or the recent Drawing where I said I think I would be Buried, that is from it as well.
But recently, after my second Car accident, while I was lost in what ever madness drove me. I felt compelled to move on, so I tore out the original pages delicately. And I have recently replace them with new blank art sketch paper.
