rant board

[ENIHCAMBUS]

This dream happen in a future where the mens a womens never join in love nevermore, the births happen only trough rape and prostitution, and the unique caregivers are the gays.

This is in what my city is becoming, except the last part, that instead of gas, the caregivers are adoptive virgin parents (And thats why I say I'm going to be a virgin father).

[The Kakama]

This is why borders are important.

[ENIHCAMBUS]

This is why borders are important.

Borders? After the incedent with my friend, I think its a bad idea beloving someone thats from far away! XP (But I'm not going to become xenophobical because of this, lol no)

[WorldisQuiet5256]

This dream happen in a future where the mens a womens never join in love nevermore, the births happen only trough rape and prostitution, and the unique caregivers are the gays.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hnUalIsKgNM

[The Kakama]

That's not what I meant. XP
I mean the problems in your city, these people need to know when to stop.

[ENIHCAMBUS]

In that case "Limit" is a more apropiate Word.

[WorldisQuiet5256]

Overslept today, and it really was bad.
I miss one of my class today, and was an hour late for work.

All because my alarm clock was shut off when I know I turned it on, and I didn't take my medication this morning.

....gonna work myself to the bone today and gets some things I need done.

[ENIHCAMBUS]

Can't you awake by yourself?

[WorldisQuiet5256]

Yes and no.
My bed/"loft" is on the second floor of my house, and is raise up in the wall by about 5 feet.
I been sleeping real deep lately cause I or myself decided for some reason to starve myself.

Again, I don't know the reason why.

But I can wake myself up, the problem is, I'M LAZY!
Since I wake up with my head buried under both my pillow and blanket, partly cut off from the light from the bedroom window, I always wake up half asleep not knowing what time it is, and accidentally fall asleep.

My alarm clock is not made to wake me up, but to wake me up a few hours before I wake up so I take my medication. Its takes an hour for it to work, and....I just don't know anymore.

And to make matters worst, I been feeling like shit lately, the high school teenager type shit lately.
I'm currently 20, and I feel twice as bad cause this is something I should not be going through right now. Which makes me feel pathetic.

Lately, I just don't know anymore.
I've been unconscious, un-purposefully been introverting myself in my bedroom. AND I DON"T WANT TO BE!
But there nothing to do anymore outside my house, most of the people I know are either far away, or in town but "I don't know them that well" to meet up with them.

[WorldisQuiet5256]

If I wish to feel like shit, can I at least feel like shit somewhere else, outside?