Try not to suffocate, I heard that's bad.Since I wake up with my head buried under both my pillow and blanket
Sounds like you need to find something new to occupy yourself with.
(That's what I love about this forum, everyone seems like they just need to have that constant influx of thought process to keep going in life)
Maybe you should get to know them better so you feel better about meeting up with them. How does that sound?most of the people I know are either far away, or in town but "I don't know them that well" to meet up with them.